being married is fucking stupid.

last nights insane dream was kinda dystopian. I was not myself. I was blonde. I got sick & had to go to the hospital. in the hospital I was given brightly colored vials of zofran. you took these like eating a gogurt. (wtf?)
jump ahead. whatever rebellion my blonde self was part of was being reprimanded. we were being made to cut little paper doll looking versions of our loved ones. (think they were made of clay.) I almost split my love interest in half. was able to fix him.
Wtf?

Last night....
pregnant 16 year old (a person I know) who is suddenly a lesbian. No no. She didn't change sides that quick. She & her lover decided to have a baby.... at 16. ..... weird ass shit. don't know what to make of that....

So far I loath the Depo shot. Again....
Stupid migraines. I should just my tubes tied...

lizards = fear.
last night was a tongue... Idk about that yet.

I have been on a new antidepressant for 2ish month. A side effect of this particular one is crazy dreams. Unfortunately, I have this side effect. The dreams I have are always pretty emotional. Therefore, this is going to be a dream journal. I've always found once I wrote/typed stuff out, I felt better about.
*** Don't remember the main goings on of the dream last night. But, there were lizards EVERYWHERE! I understand they're probably supposed to represent something. But, lizards creep me the fuck out. I'm going to need to GTS some hippy dream interpretation.

1317704_LEWIN_20120619_144630_0016, a photo by lacr1mation on Flickr.

This one looks like Alfred Hitchcock.

1317704_LEWIN_20120619_144630_0029, a photo by lacr1mation on Flickr.

Bwahahahaha!